Mernie just left yesterday and my life is a mess. So messy, in fact, I cannot take the time to write about it fully. But I will, someday. Let's just say I almost lost my mouse, then Tink and Izzy went into surgery for a late-in-life spaying and Tink is not recuperating well. In a minute I'll return to the couch to keep her company and share my healthy happy vibes with her. In the midst of this chaos, Mernie has left Taos after four months of sharing our very tiny, built-for-one space. She and Petie (a family chihuahua and her "best man") have headed for Austin to stay with my brother and his family.
While Silas and I missed our privacy, we miss her presence more. So it's been a roller coaster ride of love and loss the past few days.
I thought I'd share a little something with you. It's a hand-scribbled poem-note, left in our refrigerator, nestled between the pot of chai tea and the Fat Tire beer bottles. Its author? Mernie.
I think it speaks volumes about our bond, and why we cried tears of sadness rather than relief, as she pulled out of our driveway yesterday morning.
This is a love song.
This is a homemade greeting card.
This is a journey of love.
This is a wellspring of stinkiness morphing into a field of dreams.
That was so funny.
That was so ridiculous.
That was so fucking sad.
That was so sweet what you did.
Here now is perfection.
Here now is fun.
Here now is gratitude.
Here now is allowing.
Here now is your love for me.
Forever is how I will love you.
Forever we'll be together.
Forever we will laugh and stroll hand in hand~
Forever we'll love each other with hugeness.
~Mernie, October 2009

Miss you already. xOxO